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[birdinhand]

I know, I know! It's not something I'm proud of. That's just another for the list. It was stupid, impulsive, and way over the line.

I'm just glad I didn't actually pull it off...

[yokubo]

[ Ankh really had been a totally different guy back when he was just Shingo... ]

Why did you change your mind? Because of Hina-chan?

[birdinhand]

[A wry smirk.] No, a guy working in the library got involved. Thanks to that sick doctor, now everyone knows Hina is connected to me. He was probably bluffing, but I can't take the chance.

And even though it's crazy, I still want to do the same thing to that bitch the President or whatever she calls herself. [He takes a deep breath. Keeping his anger under control can be hard sometimes.]

[yokubo]

Oh, um, I see. Well, people probably would have found out eventually anyway...

[ He crossed his arms like he was thinking hard about everything An-- Shingo-san? Ankhingo. Everything Ankhingo was saying. ]

Hurting people is what they do though. We wouldn't really be different if we did the same stuff.

[birdinhand]

Yeah, I know. And it's not like we were hiding it very well.

[He takes a second to find the words.] How do I put it? It's like sometimes I feel like I'm just along for the ride and my body moves on its own. Usually when my Branch of Sin is involved.

[yokubo]

So... you didn't go back to Hina-chan because you wanted to protect her from that?

[birdinhand]

Maybe, but that's not all of it. That's actually gotten a little worse since I got in here. Even if I let go of the attitude, the anger, and everything else, I'm not the person I was when I left.

[yokubo]

But you still love her, right? Maybe it's okay if things aren't the same as long as the important things haven't changed.

[birdinhand]

Yeah... [He kind of curled into himself some more. He lowered his head so his forehead was resting on his arms and his face was hidden under his hair and behind his knees. He clutched at the folds in the fabric of his jeans.]

[yokubo]

Shingo-san... [ Eiji paused on the name. He didn't know if that was the right thing to say, but it seemed like he didn't want to be Ankh right then. ]

I know you wouldn't like it if I pretended to know what it's like to be you and deal all the stuff you have, so I won't. But... I think we both know it's hard to be alone, right? I've said it a lot before but every time I say I want to be your friend and that I'll support you I mean it. So, as soon as let me... that's what I'll do.

[birdinhand]

[He still keeps his face hidden when he talks.] You've already been that, Eiji. You've been a better friend than I've deserved.

[yokubo]

[ Eiji could barely keep his jaw from dropping. Shingo-san really thought of him that way...? The initial shock wore off quickly, soon to be replaced by a huge grin. He really couldn't hold back a laugh. ]

Hina-chan would be really surprised to see us get along, huh?

[birdinhand]

[He picks his head up and wipes his face. He gives him a wry smile.] Yeah. Maybe next time she'll get to see it.

[yokubo]

Should we fight when we see her tomorrow so she isn't confused?

[ Joking.

Sort of. ]

[birdinhand]

[Despite everything, he laughed a little.] After today I probably won't even talk to you. No offense, but I think Hina and I are going to spend most of the day together tomorrow.

[yokubo]

H-hey! No fair! I wanna see her too!

[ LEGIT PANIC. ]

[birdinhand]

Hey, you know I don't share as well as I used to. [Okay chaining into another popsicle. But he's not curled up into a ball anymore.]

[yokubo]

Don't be so mean! You just said we were friends!

[ By that point he was pouting at the end of the bed with his arms crossed. ]

[birdinhand]

I think I can give you a little time somewhere in there. [And there's a little bit of a 'I'm enjoying teasing you' smirk on his face.]

[yokubo]

You better mean that.

[ That only earned him more pouting, really. ]

[birdinhand]

Of course I do. But I don't have any control over it in the first place.

[yokubo]

Alright...

[ That was probably as close as he was going to get to a good answer. ]

Um, you should probably eat your popsicles soon. They're going to melt.

[birdinhand]

[He pulled two out and tossed one over to Eiji without further word.]

[yokubo]

[ He caught it, but just barely. ]

This is for me? Really?

[birdinhand]

Don't sound so shocked. You're my friend, aren't you? [There was a hint of Ankh's sarcastic tone in how he said it, but he was kind of thanking him for listening.]